whee hoo0 i got nutting tuu do,den since i got no blog,decided tuu post a long long post here today.life so siian lorr. moii friend in dahh hospital )= hope he recovers soon.. he muz!! went tuu visit him yesterday.. not bad lerbbs.. second time visiting moii childhood friend.. a friend i known for 14 years!! xD anw,, i jus dun understand?really..why some people sho lucky,some people so sway.i am so PISSED OFF! you LIED to miie. YOU lied tuu miie! TWICE! i am not a person whuu accepts lies. how could u.breaks moii hart tuu see u telling lies.i trust u!and now you are sho happiie.have you ever thot of others feelings?you betrayed miie.i really dun understand..everything ish not getting in perfect order.i keep tinking of all dahh unhappy stuff.i wan tuu be free.i dun wan tuu sink myself deeper intuu such crap.today i walk home with lots of band memebers/friends.. i feet sho relaxed.really!no trouble.nutting..they were sho nice.we were laughing and laughing.den go buy cake eat.about 15 people plus walking together tuu clementi station.while walking,i really thought hard.WHY must all these jus happen?i wan tuu stop it.but i jus CARN.if time were tuu go back,i would rather not be involved in such things den tuu regret it now.oh yep,muz thank my kors for helping and encouraging me when i am in needs and chao sho down.THANKS LOTS.will tkae yer advices.yew all are dahh best.thanks tuu moii lao po oso.u rawk (: and thanks eject2,fy,yuan mama,ferny,lz ahma for helping miie when i need help and advice in council..mmn,kenny say i like got depression.maybe learn tuu much hist,kena great depresion.but i really wish all these can stop.i jus wan concentrate on eject2,bc,band and r-age.i hope that those people out there will not be as silly as me.love the people beside u who REALLY care for u.dun waste ur time on others.dun make e wrong move.
below is a a meaningful poem i found on e net while looking for lit project.. SEEK NOT MY HEART`` Oh gentle winds 'neath moonlit skies, Do not you hear my heartfelt cries? Below the branches, here about, Do not you sense my fear and doubt? Side glistening rivers, sparkling streams, Do not you hear my woeful screams? Upon the meadows, touched with dew, Do not you see my hearts a'skew? Beneath the thousand twinkling stars, Do not you feel my jagged scars? Seek not my mournful heart kind breeze, For you'll not find it 'mongst these trees. It's scattered 'cross the moonlit skies, Accompanied by heartfelt sighs. It's drifting o're the gentle rain, A symbol of my silent pain. It's buried 'neath the meadow fair, Conjoined with all the sorrow there. It's lost among the stars this night, Too far to ease my quiet fright. No gentle winds, seek not my heart, For simply ... it has torn apart.
siimple but perfect wiish-* enana--* rawked our world at 8:58 PM
